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Monday, January 28, 2008

Stop & stare…

This town is colder now, I think it’s sick of us
It’s time to make our move, I’m shakin off the rust
I’ve got my heart set on anywhere but here
I’m staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel…
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal… for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I’m moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I’ve become what I can’t be, oh

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you’re ‘here’ not there
And you’d give anything to get what’s fair

But fair ain’t what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They’re tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could…
Steady feet, don’t fail me now
Gonna run till you can’t walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I’m standing down…

Stop and stare
I think I’m moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I’ve become what I can’t be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you’re here not there
And you’d give anything to get what’s fair
But fair ain’t what you really need

Oh, you don’t need

What u need, what u need…

Stop and stare
I think I’m moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I’ve become what I can’t be
Oh, do u see what I see…

me: i just hope..realize..what he is done..and i pray only the best for him…

i love all my students..and it does hurt me when they done that, they will hurt themselves someday…well the student quit...

Sunday, January 27, 2008

faith….

someone that i just recently known…

says that religion is weird..all..and he is a former muslim…

and he is a scientist…says that religion is only for children stories…

a childhood or bedtime stories…herm….weird..i mean the person is weird…he says..taht religion is for old thinking…

i must says taht i’m quite shock…

talking to him..i realize that my knowledge and ilm about islam..is still not enough and limited…..and quite disspointed..that i can’t convinced him…

i like to study..the more u learn the more u dumb u be…coz there is so many things that i didn’t know…

though he is quite honest bout his life…and respect mine…

though he is still..reluctant to admit about religion…and allah…

what i can say…i just hope and pray…that someday ..Allah would open his heart again…

humm…

tired i am…

bout what happen…do i regret that i didn’t go back….

i dun know

i feel a little bit angry with my self

…selfish…never thought i would be selfish sometimes…though is it really selfish..or it just self reservation for me…

a friend of mine says that…i would cry a lot for the the one hat i love..and i feel i do agree bout that…

tired…hum…

when the time will come…can’t wait..and in a way..i feel its near…

p/s: missing my old days…

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Pagi Yang Gelap

Pagi Yang Gelap

Lebih tua dariku
harap sabar menunggu
kepulanganmu ku tunggu

bukan maksudku mendiam
tiada niat menyimpan dendam
hakikatnya rindu yang mendalam

jalan ini kan membantu
hari esok siapa yang tahu
kata ibu dengar sahaja
cerita hanya kita berdua

chorus:
pagi yang gelap
kini sudah terang
aku adikmu
dan engkau abang
ku amat merindui kamu

pagi yang gelap
kini sudah terang
aku adikmu
dan engkau abang
inginku ulang ke masa dulu

tak akan putus hubungan kita
tarik nafas lega kerna aku tak apa-apa

jalan ini kan membantu
hari esok siapa yang tahu
kata ibu dengar sahaja
cerita hanya kita berdua
pagi yang gelap
kini sudah terang
aku adikmu
dan engkau abang
ku amat merindui kamu

pagi yang gelap
kini sudah terang

aku adikmu
dan engkau abang
inginku ulang ke masa dulu

pagi yang gelap
kini sudah terang
aku adikmu
dan engkau abang
ku amat merindui kamu

yeaaahhh
pagi yang gelap
inginku ulang ke masa dulu

p/s:missing my sweet childhood with my sis and bro…heemmm ; )

today_in _history

assalamualaikum…

today in history again…i lost my thumdrive…arghh…and such a foolish i didn’t have any back up…argh…why i’m so careless…i was too confident with me….always think that i’m not that careless…haiya..ano…anyway its such a long time i didn’t write in this blog…woah…i take a long holidays…what a break and rest i thought….well it is not…hands full…guess what my village was flooded…alhamdulillah my house did not affect…but the most worst happen is that no water sources…alhamdulillah there is a well that my father build long time ago…yosh…bbbrrrrrrrrr so cold the water..hehehe…erm during my stay at chenor what happen..erm yeah…selamat pengantin baru pada epul and anis…biarpun aku tak gie…sal rase macam tak dijemput. hehehehe..and also to farahana and hubby selamat pengantin baru ey….yeterday well..something happen..and i wonder whether that person is the person i think of…Dscf0474

hhahaha…but then of course its nothing ey….

anyway hope the best for tomorrow…may be my thumdrive would be found..hemm

p/s: just receive my confirmation letter..congratulations to me…am i happy?!

missing somebody that are not even exist….. : (

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