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Friday, June 19, 2015

What i thought...at this time at this moment

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...


that you just like the rest of the guys................

that i'm gonnabe broken hearted again..........

but i brace myself to be ready for that..........

-_-

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Thursday, June 18, 2015

I have loved. I have lost and I have changed

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...


I have loved. I have lost and I have changed. 
It has been difficult but I have learned so much from it. 
I have learned that people can hurt you so deeply and not even worry about you. 
I learned that good people can change in a minute when their hearts have been broken. 
I’ve met great people, but mean people as well. 
But the most important thing I have learned is that every person in this world is strong enough to let go. People come and go and that’s life ! 
The most important thing is to stand up and realize that you deserve something better than a person that gives up on you. 
~ Author Unknown~

p/s: from minion quotes

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Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Rasa terngiang-ngiang...

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

Tadi lepas bari basuh pinggan di bawah,terdengar Ustaz Don kata mengkhatamkan Al-quran pada bulan puasa...

Aku belum pernah mencuba....

tiba-tiba terus teringat Arwah encik...deras air mengalir...rindu amat sangaaat!!!!....

rasa terngiang-ngiang dengar suara dia...mengalunkan ayat al-quran...

encik bukan tahfiz, bukan qariah...tapi dia tetap gigih membaca tiap-tiap hari....

setiap tahun, dia gigih menghabiskan mengkhatamkan Al-Quran pada bulan puasa...

Aku? Aku? Aku? aku masih di awang-awangan :(


Ya Allah istiqimahkanlah aku dalam perjalanan menuju menjadi anak solehah...dan bukannya menguruskan pahala dan amalan arwah ayahku,,,,,,,,,

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Saturday, June 13, 2015

I wish You...:(

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

i wish you could be here, i wanna you be here

i can't be there, i can't go there even i want too...i can visit but that's it....

...selfish i am...

i wish you could fix that damn mouse...& you be here

i wish you could make a wardrobe for me, i need it...and you be here

i wish you could help me with my lands...there so many things to do...and you be here

i wish you could fix the house....there's so many broken pieces

i wish you could make the termites go away....

i wish i could help you with her homework

 i wish i could iron for her school uniform

i wish i could help you with all the chores

i wish i could cook for when you don't have appetite

i wish i have lots of money so i could help you....

i wish that you wish for me..........which i don't really think you do....

i wish you could say what you like about me or don't...

anything you wish to change...

i'm not good enough i guess, there's thing u can't, i meant i can't or actually we can't

i wish i could say i wanna throw myself to you but i can't...u know why i can't

things will be different because of that one thing..........

things will be different totally, not because of distance....

nothing is too early...nothing is too late...nothing need to take time a lot

...when u just feel u just have to feel it...

just because you're not permissible (we are not in permissible relationship) for me...

i wish i could i say to you all of this, i wish i have the courage which i'm not

just so bloody shy n worry......worry that....

i'm worry if i'm gonna start, and being unfair to you...

worry that you gonna be sad of all those things

.......worry that u gonna be stress...

i wish i wish i wish i wish.....................all is all wishful thinking

i hate wishes!!!

I'm praying actually....seriously said ur name in my prayers...

praying that...if you the one Allah will make the way...give lights to you even i'm not that pious i know what i'm doing with you is wrong even when it feel rights...

He is testing me again, Allah is testing me...whether I love you more or Allah and his messenger, my my late father, my mom, my families...

which i think its, my love for you starting to overpowering, i'm afraid...i have to stop, i need to stop again!

i'm young but not that young, i'm older but not that old,

I'm just more mature even its kinda dramatic...

and i need take a deep breath...everything gonna be ok, i'm gonna be fine as always...

right? right? right?

i'm know...i'm too serious sometimes...


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thing i wish to say or rather what i wanna say

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

it usually end up be something else....


why i'm so afraid...


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So many draft!!!

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there is so many unpublished draft

i didn't dare to post...or don't want..or rather it just so personal is it...

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