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Saturday, February 28, 2015

What I wanna do?

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum... 



What ever you decide to do... 

Make sure its makes you happy...



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Tuesday, February 24, 2015

I Miss Him

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

I suddenly open old albums..and when saw his face...

Masya Allah...really sungguh aku rindu pada die...my late father

...tadi tengah hari mak kate die mimpikan encik.........

T___T........

rindu sangat..........T____T


Al-fatihah untuk arwah encik...


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Mimpi (dreams)

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

Saya mimpi pergi singapore few days ago...

*my sickness of wanderlust is getting worst now lol...

I need to make it work, what you waiting for!


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Its over or not...

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum... 


Huh what am I saying this..why I'm saying over for something has not start and it never will be...

It's was zero and it will be...

may be I or maybe we never got the chance to say what we wanna say huh...

Ohh what ever..Its Over!!!


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Saturday, February 21, 2015

Buat pasport? Jom! ^^


Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

A step to fulfill my wanderlust...lol...iye para pembaca yang dikasihi semuanya, finally I have my international pasport, I can go anywhere now except Israel.

It's RM200 for 5 years now, usually RM300, hehe so I definitely can't ignore the differences right.

So apa lagi jom buat pasport sementara ia masih at this price. Bila tanye pihak imigresen sampai bila sampai Kerajaan kate tukar no diskaun huhu...

 Mahu ke mana dulu ya? ^^

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Writing again


Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

I must admit its feel good to be able to write again,

I miss these so much,being able to pour out everything here...

Its not i don't have anything to say here it just i'm to lazy to type anything...

I just forgot what is the purpose I start this writing in this blog no matter how simple or lame the subject is...

Hey its my blog so I can write whatever I want in this right guys? hehehe...

Para pembaca yang dikasihi sekalian wow, hehe kenape tibe tibe bercakap bahasa orang putih laks kan?kan? kan?

hehe, its my own right, language doesn't reflects who you are, its a gift that Allah gave us being able to know there is so many language in this world...

so let it be in Bahasa, English, Cantonese, or Arabic, I believe we can use any language freely. Allah gave us brains (BIG, multitalented Brains) to use it, by right we should master few language in this world...by right I wish I could be able to write more in Arabic. (Alright stop at there)

Writing it's what I like to do since I was teenager, rather it be in form of diaries or in form of electronic, I always love writing. I couldn't believe I just let it go,..make me realize people can change, and then make me realize we can always change back to what we want to be.

It is only a matter of you doing it or not, actions speaks louder!


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Boasting

Huh...tired with boasting...alright...yeah he is happy with you and say countless things so what? no need to boast it all the time...we have much more countless memories n fun too.. We just don't say it n show it off cause we feel pity on you...Shame on you boasting that something is not really part of you...and so what I'm not helping...been helping all those time...just so tired... All of you is awesome right so...i'm just not super...

Change the word!Brainwash!


Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum... 


Mistakes! Mistakes! Mistakes!

Why I should called it mistakes?!!!

There's no mistakes just LESSONS.

Yes my lessons in life. You've know this since you're young...

don't let other people take it away from you!!!

It's what people do, it's how people live in life...this what you do...ups and down...

Goodness you are not a robot!!!

You've been in worst condition than this!!!

So PLEASE just move forward, at least u have tried that's all matter. Its not a big deal!!!


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Trust

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...


I admit... I don't trust people easily
So when I tell you "I trust you", 
Please don't make me regret it.


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Monday, February 16, 2015

Mistakes


Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum... 


Salam dikasihi pada semua pembaca yang dikasihi. Entah malam ini ingin sungguh berbicara. Tak pernah saya alami mungkin juga saya menidakkan kan kebenaran.

I just realize how crucial this can be. 

Mistakes is a must in our lives. I'm very sure of it, if I say I'm perfect then i'm sure bluffing as hell. Sometimes I wish I could just erase it.

I just realize when I do mistakes to someone and that someone will not forgive you, thought me really well.I don't want to make any trouble at all with any people in this world, some people will not care so much I know, but it just me, its me and how i felt right. Whether the person is important or not important in my life or not or even rather the person care about me or not. It's what I'm thinking not others.

What I know when we make something bad to someone, I do realize I must ask forgiveness. Its the right thing to do. I must say or show how really sorry you are, then admit it's my fault, and I will makes myself not to repeat it again. And then ask how I could make it up to that person, even I know the person will not easily forgive you quickly or accept you easily. Moreover is the person is not so close with you or you don't know anything about the person.


I feel miserable of myself, I should be more attentive and be careful of what I am doing. be more empathy. 

"You have one chance to prove yourself and you blow it...you have nothing else but to blame yourselves." ~which my mind keep repeating like a tape recorder.

My friend says it doesn't matter, don't take seriously so much about people who don't think so much about you, but as always I just can't let it go. *sigh...*sigh...*sigh

I think I must be so selfish right? asking for forgiveness and hoping the person would forgive me right away with just one time its kinda rather self fish right? 

Makes me ask myself do you really feel sorry? I am as I feel so miserable of myself. I wish i could be alright with everyone which is impossible is it? or its not? haaah....pity me pity me pity me!!! 


Or do you just asking so that your heart and mind will feel better and ease? Well, is it wrong for me to seek peace an happiness and ease. 

When someone doesn't forgive you, I just feel like I'm a very bad person and very evil person which doesn't even worth a chance or to say or to explain. Makes me realize when people mad at you he/she doesn't need long list or excuses of your bad behavior right?

Make me realize again that when you make a mistake its done! No more second chance or even one chance to make it right. Its all or nothing! right?

Dear my lovely readers, I am pathetic right? 


“Forgiveness is the answer to the child’s dream of a miracle by which what is broken is made whole again, what is soiled is made clean again.” ― Dag Hammarskj√∂ld

Yes I am like a child seeking and dreaming of forgiveness. And I don't know why its bothering me so much.

I know now that's all I can do, I have ask for forgiveness. I'm sorry.

It is great if my forgiveness is accepted but what if, its not, your are not forgiven, that is the question. What I am going to do?

In my opinion after I have long think about it, if the person doesn't forgive you, I need to forgive myself of my own wrong doing or my mistakes to move on.

Which I am gonna say forgiving yourself its quite hard to do if the person doesn't forgive you yet. This is what I feel right now.

I could just ignore and move on but I could not. What makes this happen is just a part of my daily life, but I guess it does sometimes lessons in your life can come in different ways and from different path no matter how small or how big it is.

Yes move on its an easy words to say though not an easy things to do...(laughing at myself right now)..this how its feel when it happen to you.

I wish my mind and heart will gonna be straight again. Hopefully it will be temporary, but i guess its going to be long long way.

I can't blame the person for what he/she is or what he/she felt, cause I know, I've been there in his/her place, and I know how much it hurts and that's why I feel so terrible so much. When I realize I make the same mistake towards that person, mistakes that I hate so much when other people do to me, it makes me so hard to forgive myself. It really do.

I wish at that time i wasn't so ambitious, I wish I wasn't so greedy just because wanting of few things, I wish i would spoken earlier, I wish I'll be more attentive....I wish....I wish...

P/s: I feel pathetic, Please make my heart and mind, make me to forgive myself. Please make me outgrow from this. Please make me understand its alright, because I'm not a perfect person.





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Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Satu soalan di tanye: Makcu takde ape nak tulis dalam blog ke?


Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum... 

Apa khabar semua? kalau masih ade yang sudi menjenguh disini terima kasih :)

Satu soalan ditanya di atas...ya...hmm saya tiada apa-apa buat masa ni...

Kalau ada hanyalah bermain dikepala n hati tanpa diluahkan sahaja...

Sungguh....kalau ikutkan ade aje...banyak darft post tak dipublishkan...entahlah masih belum bersedia...

hahha...hati ingin tapi masih tak mahu...

Mahu lagikah minda ini bermain disini........

Masalah sendiri terlalu banyak masih tidak selesai...arghhhhhh.....

Taaaaaaaapi...tidak kah itu tujuan mula- sekali kamu tulis..biar sikit pun biar tidak penting pun...

kamu memang ingin menulis..ingin meluahkan apa sahaja...janji pada diri ini...ya janji yang saya makin lupa....

saya makin lupa tentang diri saya....what a BIG problem!

Akhirul Kalam....Jom solat Mahgrib!!!

 moga-moga saya mahu lagi jengah disini....


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