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Saturday, November 14, 2015

Waiting waiting waiting

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...



I have said what I thought, I have said what I felt, countless of arguments, but now I know nothing I can say no more but just to wait for you when you able to. All I know now I just have to wait. If you knew the pain in waiting you would never let me wait or you, but I guess we have no other choices now. I think you knew but you just can't do anything about it but I'll be here, 'll be waiting as always.

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Friday, October 30, 2015

Money Money Money!

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...


You can have all the money and power in the world,

but it can't buy you happiness and it certainly can't buy love



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Tuesday, October 20, 2015

How To Purify The Dark Heart








Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajimBismillahirrahmanirrahim...Assalamualaikum...



Ya Allah sucikan hati ini, bukakan hati untuk lebih menyayangi Mu dan rasul-rasul MU, sifat-sifat MU, Kitab Mu Al-Quran lebih dari apa yang ada dalam dunia ini.





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Friday, October 09, 2015

Surah 18 Kahf سورة الكهف Mishary Rashid Alafasy (Arabic & Translation) H...






Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajimBismillahirrahmanirrahim...Assalamualaikum...



Its Friday, recite al-Kahfi





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Thursday, October 01, 2015

Awkward: Not knowing to text

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum... 


This always happen to me now....

 "Not knowing what to text next, 
or what to say what...
what topics to talk more...

But not wanting the conversation to end.........


AWKWARD! ^___^




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Monday, September 28, 2015

how we going to make it work?


Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum... 


frankly i don't know...........

truly i don't know.......


i miss you...............T_T


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Sunday, September 06, 2015

Story of Prophet Jesus [Eesa] (pbuh) Jesus [Eesa] AS






Assalamualaikum...

Hope anyone will listen to this...for my fellow brothers n sisters

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Life is Complicated?



Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

Lots of people think life is complicated...is it life or is it us? yes us people/human/ etc...


Why you wanna complicated life?

Missing somebody?
Call, email, contact, message

Wanna Meet up?
Invite/See them.

Wanna be understood?
Explain
Have a questions or lots of question
Ask.

Don't like something?
Say it, honesty the best policy, be frank

Like something?
State it, Compliment it, Like it

Want Something?
Ask for it, pursue it, work for it

Love Someone?
Tell them, don't wait.



P/s: Don't be afraid,don't hold back. Life is so short for holding all those things....this is what I've learn.


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Tuesday, September 01, 2015

Goodbye August Welcome September 2015

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum... 


I used to write very long for every new month coming...and look back how everything has been to me...good, bad, sad but now....I just kept to myself...
rarely write my emotions no more, even sharing good things to everyone.

Maybe its good or maybe its bad I don't know...as to keep myself less disturb him and bombard him with lots of questions n keep repeating my hope...I should channel it here...
Yeah I should, definitely I should...
Suddenly I was looking at mirror, and says...its a bless somehow that he is there and I'm here...It's for the good for now...less sins...
but I know one thing for sure, we can't be like this forever...
but I do hope he's working on towards getting us there...
I don't know how...but I hope he will and doing it...

{I Miss you}

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Monday, August 31, 2015

Long Distance Relationship (LDR) : 20 tips from Buzzfeed Community


Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum... 

♪ I need you so much closer. ♪

We asked members of the BuzzFeed Community to tell us their, best tips for surviving a long distance relationship. Here are their responses.

by Candice Dardeen

1. Keep your walls down and be open about your emotions, the good and the bad. Little obstacle can become mountains when you're apart.
(submitted by Catherine Crowley)

2.“I sent my husband a sapphire ring of mine, that he would carry around everywhere,
and he sent me t-shirts that smelled of him that I could wear at night so it was, like I was getting a cuddle from him. There’s something soothing about having something physical that they’ve touched in your hands.
(submitted by Danni Little)

3. “Don’t be afraid to send photos. It may seem egotistical, or you may be uncomfortable with selfies, but they do want to see your face and there is never enough of your face to see, so keep sending them those photos. It varies from person to person, but sharing an intimate moment, while awkward at first, can really help.”

(Submitted by Yukio Aqualine Kirk Owen.)

4. We played video games every day, like scrabble, Uno or Battleship. It meant we could have fun together without necessarily being able to talk or see each other." 
(Submitted by Val Heartday.)

5. "To keep our sanity, we had to designate date nights."
(submitted by Emily Leykum)

6.  “There will be times when long distance sucks. Like really, really sucks. And the only person who can make you feel better is the one person you can’t be with at that moment. It’s OK to let yourself feel the emotions of those moments; cry, punch a pillow, write it down, whatever you need to do. But don’t keep feelings in and don’t feel like you need to keep those feelings from your SO, because they are the one person who completely understands what you’re feeling. So let yourself be in that sucky moment and know that it will pass.”
(submitted by sara48bc9cb2f)

7.“Have conversations constantly, about the big things and the little things. When you do see each other make a point to do mundane things as well as fun, like go grocery shopping together. Keep life as “real” as you can. There are cool apps that allow you to watch Netflix shows in sync with each other (Doctor Who got us through a lot) and Skype is wonderful.” 
(Submitted by Molly Jane Sisson).

8. “Believe me, after three years of long distance I've come to realize that sometimes you have to go the extra mile. My girlfriend texts me 100 times more than I text her, I visit her 10 times more often than she visits me, she makes the effort to call me or write me way more than I do for her. But we don’t keep score. We each do what we are able to make this work.”
(Submitted by Steven H92)

9. Me: "I've learned to be more open with him.."; You "...since talking is all we have while we are away"
(submitted by kelly4ad8ee6e2)

10. “Don’t play the power games to try and see who cares less/more, or who hurts less/more. But most importantly, I think, learn to live without each other and appreciate how much lovelier you feel with them in your life. Learn that you don’t need each other. You want each other. That’s the real glue.”

(Submitted by besotteddottie)

11. “There will be people who are skeptical and that’s fine, just make sure that you don’t let this affect the both of you who are actually in the relationship. As long as you respect and trust each other and you know how to make the relationship work best for both of you, who cares what other people say. It’s all about you and your SO, not them, anyway. :)”
(Submitted by Denise Ailen F. Jacela)
12. "Don't try to cram in a lot of stuff to do when you see each other. Make time for mellow time together." (Submitted by Michelle Marshall-Behunin)
13. “Make sure that you always say good night and good morning, even if it’s just a text with a sun because you’re hungover. Also, having a scheduled time to talk helps us since I have a crazy busy schedule.” (Submitted by Azure Arnot.)
14. “We wrote letters to each other a lot and sent care packages which gave us something to look forward to. Counting down the days until you get to see each other also really helps — even if the number is scarily big!” (Submitted by Megan Amirghiasvand)
15. “You need to seriously trust this person: Scrutinizing everything and constantly questioning them only makes things worse, we both learned that quickly. Your sex life will take a huge toll, so you need to get creative.” (Submitted by Alisha Cogdell)
16. Don't avoid talking about the difficult things...communication issues will make or break you." (Submitted by Molly Jane Sisson.)
17. “My parents met on a Greek ferry and they are from two different countries. They wrote love letters back and forth to each other (by post) for a year without seeing each other and met up and married. And 20 years later, they are still just as in love. They are proof that distance only makes the heart grow fonder. Oh P.S. they still have the letters. ♥” (Submitted by Aleisha Gould)
18. “My husband and I spent a year and a half apart before marriage, and then another ten months after. For my own sanity it was important that I didn't give up on doing my own things, always wanting him to be with me. And by living my own adventures I always had stories to tell and to confide in him. That independence brought us closer together.”(Submitted by Emma Persaud)
19. “I’ve been in a long distance relationship for nearly three and a half years. I tell people that I treat it much like an actual break up: relying on friends, focusing on school/work/hobbies, and keeping myself busy helps soothe the loneliness. As for the actual relationship, my biggest tip is TRUST and PATIENCE.” (Submitted by Brianna Leonard).
20. "Never give up, because the next time you get to hold your significant other in your arms, and squeeze them just a little too tight; the months spent apart will all be worth it. (Submitted by StevenH92.)

P/s: It's something for me, to remember although its not easy....no not easy...and yes we are arguing again T_T

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Friday, August 28, 2015

Chenor-Serdang-Nanding-Sunway-Taman Tasik Perdana-Kg Baru-Nanding-Shah Alam-Nanding-Pekeliling-Chenor



Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum... 

Salam pembaca yang dikasihi sekalian, masya Allah lama sungguh saya tak post ape-ape...sungguh "vibe" hilang...plus sekarang ade interest lain...waiting for his messages ;p....hehe...It's so sad when I think i have tons travelogue...urghh....wake up Laily!!! hehe I will I will finish it all :)) Insya Allah.

Anyway this my escape trip setelah sekian lama...asyik ulang alik KL sebab hal orang lain aje...kali ini I wanna hang out with my BFF gurls...and of course melawat sahabat lama....hmm tapi tulah tak sempat nak catch up semua...Ampun sangat-sangat pada yang saya tak sempat jumpa...tak sempat 2 hari 1 malam...itupun saya tambah semalaman lagi....Insya Allah ade peluang kita jumpe...bukan kita taknak jumpe tau tau tau? Please tolong faham....^__^

Haaa mesti pembaca yang dikasihi terkejut tengok title panjang nyer lah...saje buat gempak...hehe..but itu adalah perjalanan saya dari satu tempat ke tempat yang lain...dah tau nak buat tajuk ape...

Few days before minte kebenaran dengan mak...nak naik KL ni...al-maklumlah baru aje balik dari KL khamis tu...hehe...Alhamdulillah mak benarkan...




Chenor-Serdang (22/8/2015)

Kali ini saya mengambil keputusan untuk tidak membawa kereta, untuk jimatkan kos...rasa macam tak berbaloi sangat nak drive sorang-sorang ke KL naik keta..hehe so saya naik bas pilihan ke Kl dari Temerloh, Bas Bulan Restu! Harga tiket??? RM11.30 aje...hmm rasanye lah...jadinye kalau pergi balik...saya hanya perlukan RM22.60, jimat tak? hehe jimat sangat nak gi KL berbanding guna kereta.

Pagi-pagi lagi my dearest sister willing to drive me to Terminal bas temerloh, dalam pukul 6.50am...ye lah sebabnye saya nak naik bas pukul 7.30am..itulah seawal-awal paginye bas yg ade, nak pergi awal tak dapat ada hal...Alhamdulillah saya dapat tiket. Jom gi KL!!! ngeee...(waktu ni tengah gaduh, hmm tak cakap pun saya pergi KL)

Alhamdulillah, dalam pukul 9.30am saya sampai di stesyen bas Pekeliling, saya memang tak plan n research pun pasal ni...mana yg lebih cepat sampai di KL...tapi matlamat saya saya nak pergi Kl sentral dulu, then terus ke serdang, bukan ape..supaya Zizah boleh pick up saya...hmm dah lama..dah lama tak naik LRT...ahaks...Dari Stesyen LRT Titiwangsa ke LRT Masjid Jamek, interchange another LRT, to KL SEntral stesyen. Hehe ade jugak yang tanye pasal nak naik stesyen mana....tapi saya pun teragak2 dah lama tak naik LRT dan komuter ni...muke saya ni agaknye senang orang nak tanye kot..hehe..

credit to diorg gambar ni hehe
Serdang-Nanding-Sunway

Alhamdulillah, dalam 10.30 saya sampai di stesyen Serdang, zizah dah siap tunggu, ngee...terus ke Nanding rumah Nana...borak borak dalam keta...dan bila sampai kat Nanding, biasalah Noraslina tak siap lagi...huhu...kene jadi ala-ala suri rumah...maklumlah Mak n Ayah pergi Haji...sambil makan kuih rumah nana tunggu dia siap...dalam pukul berapa kami keluar rumah nana pun tak pasti sebab jam jugak menghala pergi rumah Nana..dah agak lambat pun...agakye dalam dalam kul 12 lebih pergi Sunway Pyramid kot dah tak ingat sangat...Miza kami janji jumpa kat Sunway aje...

Alkisah kawan kita ni nak ambik barang angkut habis-habisan hehe...dia pindah tempat kerja lagi...masya Allah...teringat dulu-dulu...rasa macam satu tempat kerja pulak...syahdu....Kami solat kat bawah ofis sunway dulu, and then Kami pergi lepak kat sunway pyramid...

Ahaks bukanlah lepak tapi lunch...sungguh perut rasa lapar...so pusing pusing punya pusing semua nak nasi...kami makan di...jeng jeng jeng...Chicken Rice Shop check banyak package menarik...yg bagusnya kami 4 orang...tapi cukup ambil pacjage tuk 3 orang sungguh banyak lauknya...sedap Alhamdulillah...:)

borak punye borak punye borak....sampai semua cerita lah....hehe...tak henti henti kot...hmm and diorg ade cari barang sket..shopping...Saya??? eheh hanya membeli belah tingkap aje...ahaks...:))


Sunway-Taman Tasik Perdana-Kg Baru-Nanding

Frankly speaking saya masih holding tak beli camera lagi...aduish...huhu....entah bila....tak sempat...bajet sudah ade...belum lagi...so all the pictures are credit to my friends...anyway cerita pergi Taman Tasik Perdana...tak dirancang pun...tak pernah singgah dan tak pernah pergi pun...ahaks...selamanye sejak belajar sampai lah kerje di KL...haru tak? baru nampak kat KL pun ade taman yg canteeeeek....hahaha...cume kene sentiasa manage dan diawasi...

Banyak ruang tuk beriadah dan berpiknik, jogging, berselfie...bergambar...canteeek....
:)

What I think so lacking in Malaysia...bukan kekurangan tempat yg menarik untuk dilawati tapi, management dan penjagaan tempat tersebut, ini permerhatian saya dari dulu lagi, ke gunung, bukit, laut, pantai, air panas, dan sebagainya...bukan sahaja pihak pengurusan tapi kita juga sebagai pelawat...masyarakat...sikap paling mudah kebersihan tandas, tempat solat, pembuangan sampah...kalau kita tak jaga siapa lagi betul tak?

Hehe...so fikir-fikirlah pembaca yg dikasihi sekalian...

Lepas solat kami pergi mamam...nasi bubur....Ziza teringin nak makin nasi bubur berlauk kat Suraya Seafood, saya tak pernah dengar tapi memang katenye best...heheh...mmg sedap...patut order bende lain lagi....dengar kata maggi kerabunya sedap....heheh...tapi dalam sebab tak biasa pergi kampung baru, parking jauh nasib baik parking jauh kena jalanlah skit tapi okay aje...ade 2 tempat namenya restoran seafood...jangan tersalah tempat macam kami pembaca semua...so pastikan yang dekat dengan Masjid kampung baru...santan pulut durian...kene pergi lagi pasai ade yang tak rase lagi....

After that straight away balik Nanding...tido rumah Nana...hehe...Good Night :))


Eh wait!!...hahaha singgah dulu di Kedai minum air jap..Jumpe En Hasan kita, dah lama akak tak jupe adik sorang ni...wow wow...banya cites....bersabarlah kawan2 semua...insya Allah dipermudahkan dan Allah tunjukkan jalan pada kita semua...balik hampir kul 1 pagi..ahaks dah lama tak buat kerja macam ni....

Okay baru betul Good Night hehehe :))



Nanding-Shah Alam-Nanding-Pekeliling-Chenor


Alhamdulillah, hari Ahad pula menjelma...ada sesi nanges pulak pagi tu...anyway pagi tu kami siap pergi breakfast di Bahulu Klasik, di Hulu Langat...waah mase kerjee sini dulu dulu takde, ade kedai aje...hmmm yumm...dah ada cafe pulak...saya makan soto...teringin yang sup sup sahaja...Ziza try Mee...alamak tak ingat pulak dah namanya...mee rebus, mee jawa...haaa yes Mee rebus...miza ambik sama...Nana nasi lemak pandan...okay baru tahu yg trending sekarang ialah cycling...okeh!!

Terima kasih atas buah tangan bahulu n kueh bakar ye...suker sangat diaorg...hehe

Teringat pulak santai cycling dengan zizah kat putrajaya dulu

So dalam pada tu sibuk ajak kawan hasan ikut sekali...ahaks...pergi Shah ALam, anyway kami janji jumpe terus kat rumah Azie kat Bukit Cahaya SPK ni...eh betul tak rumah ni? hehe sorry ye kalau salah...:))

Kalau ikutkan plan nak balik dah petang ni...tapi tahu memang macam dah tak sempat nak kejar balik naik bas pukul 6.30pm...huhu dari Shah Alam kot...itu salah satu kekuranganpublic transport...kene ikut jadual die..tak bleh ikut sesuka hati...alih-alih diaorg suggest kata balik esok ajerlah (Monday)...uhuhu...kene minte Duli dulu, dah pas okeh...huhu nasib baik budak2 ni masih cuti lagi ada Angah teman kan...

Catch up Azie kepoh cam biasa...suaranye makin kuat...huhu anak dah 4 kot...memanglah...hehe rindu ngat kat Azie...tak puas jumpe ponn...ada tetamu lain gak...takpelah at least dapat jupe....:)))

Lepas tu kami ni macam taknak balik aje...lepas maghrib jugak keluar dari rumah Azie..huhu cam buat rumah sendiri...huhu...cite tak habis....habis aku bagitau...

hmmm...I have to tell them....even its not full story, I hope you don't mind...I'm so happy that I could, which I never ever to tell anyone before...cause you the first one say yes to me...the first one to confirm to me that I wasn't dreaming, doesn't misunderstanding, doesn't clap one hand alone...I just couldn't told them the whole story...well not everyone..no yet..maybe later, soon..when you come here or you here...I miss you <3 <3 <3...I don't like it when we arguing...

Sampai hantar miza dulu, kat rumah sewa dia...then kami balik ke Nanding tido satu malam lagi dengan Nana dan Kucing die...huhuhu....

pagi breakfast dulu roti bom, then drop kat LRT BTS...terus ke titiwangsa...naik bas kul 10.50am...nak katakan rezeki kejar bas 10.30am..rupenye masih tak sampai ke pekeliling...sempat beli tiket..

Alhamdulillah sampai dalam kul 2pm di rumah...


Thanks sahabat2 ku semua kerana sudi meluangkan masa minggu mu dengan gadis kampung ini :)) Ada rezeki dan jodoh kita jumpa lagi :)) Insya Allah.


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Wednesday, July 29, 2015

Its ok, I'm gonna be alright

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum... 


The tears won't stop now from time to time,

its my fault...

its ok...I'm gonna be ok, I'll make sure myself gonna be ok...T_T

knowing self is much important, 

I guess that's must be the reason Allah destined it to be late for me, 

I guess that's must be the reason Allah destined it to be late for me, to make me meet someone so far....


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Friday, June 19, 2015

What i thought...at this time at this moment

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...


that you just like the rest of the guys................

that i'm gonnabe broken hearted again..........

but i brace myself to be ready for that..........

-_-

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Thursday, June 18, 2015

I have loved. I have lost and I have changed

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...


I have loved. I have lost and I have changed. 
It has been difficult but I have learned so much from it. 
I have learned that people can hurt you so deeply and not even worry about you. 
I learned that good people can change in a minute when their hearts have been broken. 
I’ve met great people, but mean people as well. 
But the most important thing I have learned is that every person in this world is strong enough to let go. People come and go and that’s life ! 
The most important thing is to stand up and realize that you deserve something better than a person that gives up on you. 
~ Author Unknown~

p/s: from minion quotes

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Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Rasa terngiang-ngiang...

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

Tadi lepas bari basuh pinggan di bawah,terdengar Ustaz Don kata mengkhatamkan Al-quran pada bulan puasa...

Aku belum pernah mencuba....

tiba-tiba terus teringat Arwah encik...deras air mengalir...rindu amat sangaaat!!!!....

rasa terngiang-ngiang dengar suara dia...mengalunkan ayat al-quran...

encik bukan tahfiz, bukan qariah...tapi dia tetap gigih membaca tiap-tiap hari....

setiap tahun, dia gigih menghabiskan mengkhatamkan Al-Quran pada bulan puasa...

Aku? Aku? Aku? aku masih di awang-awangan :(


Ya Allah istiqimahkanlah aku dalam perjalanan menuju menjadi anak solehah...dan bukannya menguruskan pahala dan amalan arwah ayahku,,,,,,,,,

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Saturday, June 13, 2015

I wish You...:(

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

i wish you could be here, i wanna you be here

i can't be there, i can't go there even i want too...i can visit but that's it....

...selfish i am...

i wish you could fix that damn mouse...& you be here

i wish you could make a wardrobe for me, i need it...and you be here

i wish you could help me with my lands...there so many things to do...and you be here

i wish you could fix the house....there's so many broken pieces

i wish you could make the termites go away....

i wish i could help you with her homework

 i wish i could iron for her school uniform

i wish i could help you with all the chores

i wish i could cook for when you don't have appetite

i wish i have lots of money so i could help you....

i wish that you wish for me..........which i don't really think you do....

i wish you could say what you like about me or don't...

anything you wish to change...

i'm not good enough i guess, there's thing u can't, i meant i can't or actually we can't

i wish i could say i wanna throw myself to you but i can't...u know why i can't

things will be different because of that one thing..........

things will be different totally, not because of distance....

nothing is too early...nothing is too late...nothing need to take time a lot

...when u just feel u just have to feel it...

just because you're not permissible (we are not in permissible relationship) for me...

i wish i could i say to you all of this, i wish i have the courage which i'm not

just so bloody shy n worry......worry that....

i'm worry if i'm gonna start, and being unfair to you...

worry that you gonna be sad of all those things

.......worry that u gonna be stress...

i wish i wish i wish i wish.....................all is all wishful thinking

i hate wishes!!!

I'm praying actually....seriously said ur name in my prayers...

praying that...if you the one Allah will make the way...give lights to you even i'm not that pious i know what i'm doing with you is wrong even when it feel rights...

He is testing me again, Allah is testing me...whether I love you more or Allah and his messenger, my my late father, my mom, my families...

which i think its, my love for you starting to overpowering, i'm afraid...i have to stop, i need to stop again!

i'm young but not that young, i'm older but not that old,

I'm just more mature even its kinda dramatic...

and i need take a deep breath...everything gonna be ok, i'm gonna be fine as always...

right? right? right?

i'm know...i'm too serious sometimes...


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thing i wish to say or rather what i wanna say

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

it usually end up be something else....


why i'm so afraid...


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So many draft!!!

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...


there is so many unpublished draft

i didn't dare to post...or don't want..or rather it just so personal is it...

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Sunday, May 31, 2015

I love You means ^^


Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum... 


“I love you” means that I accept you for the person that you are, 
and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. 
It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. 
It means loving you even when you’re in a bad mood, 
or too tired to do the things I want to do. 
It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with. 
“I love you” means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return that you do not judge me for mine. 
It means that I care enough to fight for what we have,
 and that I love you enough not to let go. 
It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping you feel the same way for me. 

– Unknown -

taken from minion qoutes in Facebook ^^

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Thursday, May 28, 2015

Knowing him

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Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

Knowing him...
  • make me realizes how some woman can be weak in relationship...
  • make me realizes how fragile some woman can be....
  • make me realizes, some woman can be so emotional...
  • make me realizes some woman do like attention and care...
  • makes me realizes woman is actually so simple yet in same time can be complicated...
  • makes me realizes happy and sad can be really together....
  • makes me realizes pleasure and hurt can be at the same time...
  • makes me realizes love can make people lost sanity at a times...
  • makes me realize love can bring out the best n the worst in someone...
  • makes me realize tough heart can be soften too...in time...
  • make me realizes man and woman are totally different (i've known it just ignoring it lol)
  • ....knowing him makes me know myself bit more...
  • ....makes me need to stop sometimes, take deep breath and clear out my head...


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Song of The Month: Have You Ever by Brandy lyrics




finally the video has finished...hopefully tak kene buang uhuhu

Have You Ever 
by 
Brandy

[Chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right

Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

[Chorus]Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right

Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

[Chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad

You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right

Have you ever, have you ever

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep

[Chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right

Have you ever, have you ever

                                                                       have you ever...



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Tuesday, May 12, 2015

Kenapa dan Mengapa?

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...


Kalau ikutkan hati nak aje kata jangan ganggu lagi boleh tak?

dengan hurf CAPS..tapi nampak macam kasar sangat pulak....:(

tapi tak sampai hati pulak sebab mengenangkan sebagai kawan...

kenape? kenape masih perlu begitu?

Mengape? mengape perlu begitu?

Tidak perlu lagi...cukuplah...benda yang lepas sudahlah...tiada apa-apa pun lsebenanya

Tidak pernah bermula dan ia memang tidak akan dimulakan...

Kenape tidak boleh tegur macam orang biasa? cakap normal?..macam kawan tegur kawan?

rodong tegur rodong?...*sigh...susah betul....


I'm happy now...seriously with someone ^^ even its impossible :(


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Kisah Kulat taun lagi ^^

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum... 

Apa khabar pembaca yang dikasihi sekalian...hehe bertemu lagi kita malam ini...

mesti terkejut tak habis lagi ke pasal kulat taun ni....bau aje semalam saya ppst lagi pasal ni...

kalau pembaca  baca post ini Kulattaun, saya pernah sebut, mak kata dulu-dulu selalu juga tumbuh di bukit *(takelah bukit cam tanah tinggi aje) depan rumah saya kat Pokok kelapa yg ade didepan tu...nantilah saya postkan gambar atau boleh tengok kat insta saya ^^ hehe...

Anyway kisahnya, petang tadi, abang lan (tukang potong rumput bulan2 kami) menebas sekeliling pagar...die jumpa kulat taun tuumbuh di tepi busut belah kanan rumah...dekat dengan pokok durian huhu...

Freshly kutip tepi rumah ^^


Rupanya senang aje nak cabut dari tanah,goyangkan sikit kepala die,dan tarik...die keluar.hehe dapat pengalaman baru...mak dok sebut-sebut die pernah tumbuh kat kawasan rumah..alih ade hari ini..huhu

Ya Allah, sungguh tak sangka...dah lama tak tumbuh..tapi dah banyak yang kembang..tapi kan saya nak cakapnya ia lebih cantik dari yang saya beli hari ahad hari tu...kalaulah semalam saya pergi tengok mesti masih banyak lagi yang tak kembang huhu...aduyai..rezeki...

Sebab saya ni adik bongsu yang suka mengdengki...huhu...semalam saje aje post sambal kulat dalam whats app group kami...ape lagi ihihihi ramai yg suruh carik...petang semalam saye pergi tengok takde pun..huhu kat embun tu...

nak kate rezeki ade pulak hari ini, banyak..elok sangat kulat tu...so kami bagi ajelah kat dieorg huhu...

Kulat ni sebenarnya bisa jugak...tak boleh makan banyak sangat, angin takpun boleh sebab lelah...ahaks...

So that's the story of today tatata...^^


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Monday, May 11, 2015

Musim Sambal Kulat Taun@Tahun atau Cendawan Petir

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

Sambal Kulat Taun


Apa khabar semua pembaca yang kasihi sekalian ^^,harap dalam keadaan sihat belaka, ngeee dah lama tak post apa-apa....blog travelog pun masih belum siap ngeh ngeh sabar ye...

Okay...huhu ape pun dah lame tak post resepi, eh memang saya jarang post mengenai resepi pun hehe...

Anyway semalam dalam perjalanan ke temerloh, kat area Kg Embun, ni haaaa...tumbuhan ni ada...Kulat Taun atau Tahun...kenapa panggil tahun...mak saya kata orang dolu-dolu bagi nama sebab die tumbuh sekali setahun sahaja...hehe tak taulah betul ke tak...tapi maksudnye jarang2 lah ade tapi bila ada memang org carik sangat...sebab sangat sedak!!!

Mak pun kata, ada aje yang tumbuh lebih dari sekali pun...dia lebih mengikut musim...dulu-dulu ada selalu tumbuh kat kebun getah kami tapi sekarang dah takde...kat rumah mak saudara pun dah tak tumbuh...kadang ada tumbuh di kawasan kebun kelapa sawit.

Mak kata ia akan ade banyak tumbuh muncul mase musim hujan dan panas dan ade petir banyak...hehehe sebab itu ade tempat panggil dia cendawan petir ^^...


Keunikkan yang membezakan kulat tahun dengan cendawan lain ialah kerana ia tumbuh setahun hanya sekali dan sukar untuk memperolehnya kecuali di ladang-ladang kelapa sawit atau getah dan kawasan berbusut di belukar kampung.

Sekarang memang kat Chenor ni selalu hujan petang dan panas di pagi hari...and bila hujan ada petir.

Ia adalah sejenis cendawan atau kulat liar yang tumbuh, saya tak tahu kalau ade nama scientific atau tidak...agaknya kalau die boleh di kultur kan macam cendawan tiram mau popular kot...huhu...

Sebab serius sangat sedaaaaaaaaaaak...ngeee...

Macam2 jenis masakan dibuat kulat taun ni...tapi ini adalah salah satu kesukaan kami berdua, Sambal merah kulat taun, arwah ayah pula suka masak sayur air manis....hehe...arwah tok gemok pulak suka masak sayur lemak manis, ada yang suka masak gulai lemak kuning ikut lah kesukaan masing-masing.

Dalam 5 tahun yang lepas setahu saya, ia masih jual agak murah harganya, seikat atau seplastik masih lagi berharga RM 2 atau RM 3, tapi sekarang mau cecah RM4 atau RM5 ringgit lah...

Okay lagi satu tips, jangan beli yang sudah kembang beli yang masih kuncup ye pembaca sekalian sebab lebih sedap ^^.

Sebelum masak kulat taun ni, memang kene bersihkan dulu kesan-kesan tanah, lendir di kepala kulat tersebut dan potong sedikit di kepalanya...bersihkan dan potong ikut kesesuaian seperti gambar di atas ^^.

Kat bawah ni resepi mak :

Sambal Merah Kulat Taun@ Tahun.

Bahan-bahan

Kulat taun 3 ikat
Lada kering 10-20 keping (kalau suka pedas tambah lagi)
belacan 1 inci setengah
Bawang merah kecil 10-15 ulas
Bawang putih 2-3 ulas
Halia 3/4 inci
Garam kasar secukup rasa (tak perlu banyak sebb dah ade belacan)
Minyak masak secukupnya
Air jika perlu

Cara membuatnya


Bersihkan Kulat taun, check betul takut ada ulat atau serangga dan sisa tanah, belah dua kulat tersebut, sebab kadang-kadang dia tak elok. kalau tak dicuci dengan betul mungkin boleh menyebabkan bisa perut atau bisa hati, loya dan mual.

Kesemua lada, belacan, bawang merah, dan bawang putih, dan halia ditumbuk halus. kami orang lama dan kampung masih menggunakan lesung batu ahaks sebab masih ada rasa kicknya lagi. 

Tapi jika pembaca sekalian risau lenguh tangan atau tiada lesung batu, sila guna kan pengisar biasa yang tidak perlu menggunakan air, macam food processor tapi jangan wet blender..sebab ia akan mengurangkan kesedapan.

Tumiskan bahan kisar tersebut sehingga naik bau dan naik minyak, sesudah itu masukkan kulat taun tersebut dan kacau sehingga dia masak. Jika perlu tambah sedikit air jika tidak tak perlu. Rasa jika kurang masin tambahkan garam.

Tidak perlu aji sebab perasa asli belacan sudah ada ^^.



Hidangkan makan bersama nasi putih serta ayam goreng atau ikan sungai goreng puhhh....sangat sedap para pembaca yang dikasihi sekalian ^^.

Setahu saya kulat taun ni terkenal serata negeri Pahang lebih lebih lagi area, yang banyak kelapa sawit, pokok getah dan sebagainya, maksud saya di felda juga...Chenor, Maran, Gambang dan sebagainya...huhu orang pahang sila tinggalkan komen tahu ke tidak ahaaks...

Selamat mencuba ^^

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Tuesday, April 28, 2015

what my friend says is true

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum...

what i am hoping is far from what i can reach..it is impossible...

it can be forced, it need two people not one as always...

but u always end up be the only one....

why? why? why?

its not the words or say..but its rather the act that u show

you can't sail a ship by yourself right?

why i'm so worried, why u give a thought on it...

why don't you just relax...

u know its very complicated...

why u acting paranoid when u are not like this...

.......because u been hurt.......been there so many times...

which u don't want it to be the same thing again...right???

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Tuesday, April 21, 2015

Wajah Putih Gebu dengan My Beauty Herbs Whitening Intensive Booster Skincare

Auzubillahi minas syaitanir rajim Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum... 



Pertama kali join give away pertama kali jugak menang tak sangka, sebenarnya entry ni saya perlu hantar sebelum pukul 12.00 malam semalam, tapi saya tetap jugak nak hantar untuk menunjukkan sokongan ahaks. Minta maaf kak kerana lambat, tidak mengapa jika saya tidak terpilih sebagai pemenang pun :). Ribuan terima kasih pada kak mialiana dan juga My Beauty herbs kerana sudi memilih saya sebagai orang bertuah dalam 50 orang tersebut.

Untuk makluman semua, saya mengunakan produk ini selama seminggu, tapi sebab kulit bermasalah sedikit saya tidak dapat teruskan. Okay pembaca yang saya kasihi sekalian apa yang saya dapat dari bungkusan itu adalah tiga produk dari set MBH Whitening Booster Skincare. 

Oops sebelum itu, saya amat menitik beratkan sebelum menggunakan produk dipasaran saya akan check dalam Biro Pengawalan Farmaseutikal Kebangsaan (BPFK). Alhamdulillah produk MBH ini memang didaftarkan dan lulus dari BPFK ^^. Ini adalah langkah keselamatan untuk semua.

Bukan diedit ye, memang semua orang boleh check.


Whitening intensive Booster skincare ini terdiri daripada 3 jenis produk iaitu  MBH whitening Booster soap, MBH whitening Booster Oxygenating Night Cream dan MBH Whitening Booster Day Cream.

Ketiga-tiga produk ini diperkaya dengan Marine plant stem cell yang berasal dari tumbuhan laut yang boleh memperbahrui sel-sel kulit mati dan memperbanyakkan kolagen yang dapat membantu menegangkan kulit.

1. MBH whitening booster soap

Sabun ini diperkaya dengan 7 kandungan yang berkesan mengekalkan keanjalan kulit muka serta membersihkan kulit. Ia ada Collagen, pearl powder, Vit C dan Vit E, Rice extract, Gluthatione, dan sudah tentulah Marine Plant stemcell. Terus terang saya katakan ini adalah produk yang paling saya suka. 

Baunya wangi dan kulit muka rasa amat bersih dan segar bila lepas mengunakannya. Ia masih saya guna sehingga ke hari ini ^^. Dan yang paling penting ia tidak menyebabkan kulit saya tidak mengelupas. Rasa sedih sedikit sebab sabun tu dah nak habis sebab hampir sebulan pakai. 

Dengan penggunaan berterusan ia dapat membersih,mencerah, menggebu dan melembapkan kulit, selain daripada itu dengan penggunaan saya sehingga sekarang satu kesan yang saya nampak adalah bintik hitam di hidung makin berkurangan.

Cara Penggunaan 

Basahkan muka. Kemudian campurkan pembersih dengan air sehingga berbuih.Lalu basuh muka dan leher secara urutan putaran dari bawah ke atas. Kemudian bilas muka sehingga bersih. Disyorkan guna 2 kali sehari pagi dan malam.



2. MBH Whitening Booster Day Cream.



Krim yang berwarna neutral ini dan berbau wangi ini yang didatangkan dalam bekas yang kecil dan comel sungguh menarik^^. Ia dipakai waktu siang hari selepas mencuci muka dengan Whitening Booster soap. Ia dapat melindungi daripada sinaran UV serta menampakkan kulit lebih cerah dan licin. Selain daripada itu ia juga dapat mengurangkan kesan parut jerawat dan juga jeragat. Krim ini tidak begitu berminyak dan senang menyerap dalam kulit. ^^


Cara Penggunaan


Sapukan dengan lembut keseluruh kulit muka dan leher selepas membersihkan kulit wajah


3. MBH whitening Booster Oxygenating Night Cream



Huhu produk yang ketiga ini yang agak payah sikit bagi saya untuk bagi review. Pembaca jangan risau setiap produk sememangnya ada yang sesuai tuk sesetengah orang dan ada juga tidak. Saya hanya berkata yang benar.

Pertama kali saya buka krim ni untuk pakai malam, agak terkejut sebab warna hijau laut..huhu, tapikan inilah menunjukkan ia sememangnya mempunyai bahan kandungan dari Marine Plan Stem cell tersebut, agaknyelah...bukan kerana saya tahu tapi hanya saya yang buat andaian. ^^

Pengalaman saya, krim ini agak susah nak serap dalam kulit saya, dan menyebabkan kulit muka berpeluh sebab tu saya berhenti pakai selepas 7 hari. ^^ Tapi mana tahu mungkin ia sesuai untuk pembaca sekalian. Sebab saya lihat blogger yang lain mencuba dan mempunyai kesan yang lebih baik daripada saya.

Ia juga mampu mencerahkan kulit tanpa pengelupasan, mengurangkan liang roma terbuka dan perbaiki tekstur kulit serta menjadikan tona lebih sekata dan lembut. ^^

Cara penggunaan 

Sapukan dengan lembut keseluruhan kulit muka dan leher setelah membersihkan kulit wajah di waktu malam.



7 Keberkesanan Tiada Tandingan



  • Mencerah, menggebu, melembap, melembut dan menegangkan wajah.


  • Kombinasi hebat Vitamin C, Vitamin E, Glutathione, Collagen, Argan Oil, Pearl Powder, rice Extract Arbutin, Beeswax, Titanium Dioxide dan Marine Plant Stem agar kulit bercahaya serta bersinar


  • Anti penuaan dan meremajakan kulit wajah.
  • Mengecilkan pori-pori wajah dan menghaluskan kulit.
  • Menghilangkan parut jerawat dan jeragat yg tebal.
  • Pembaharuan sel kulit baru dalam 7 hari
  • Pencerahan seawal 3 hari.


  • Kak Mia pesan suruh letak gambar saya dengan produk tapi segan dahlah tinggal kotak aje...tapi nak buat macam mana dah syarat...hihi tengah-tengah malam ni jugak saya ambik gambar pakai tudung dengan kotak yang dah kosong hihi. (pembaca nak gelak boleh tapi senyap-senyap ye... hihi sebab dah malam kan???) ^^

    Kalau pembaca selalu baca blog saya, memang jarang letak gambar sendiri huhu...tapi takperlah nak bagi sokongan kat kak mia dan juga MBH :)))




    MBH Whitening Intensive Booster Skincare
    Harga: RM69.90 (WM) | RM79.00 (EM)

    Untuk makluman pembaca yang dikasihi sekalian, saya memang selalu ada masalah dengan apa sahaja krim sebelum ini, dah banyak produk yang tidak sesuai, cumanya apabila saya menggunakan MBH whitening booster soap dan MBH Whitening Booster Day Cream dia ni agak sesuai dengan kulit saya, cuma apa yang saya kata saya kena pakai lebih lama kot...ehehe..sebabnya ingin saya ingatkan pembaca sekalian, setiap kesan produk adalah bergantung pada pengguna sendiri juga, ada yang lambat ada yang cepat ^^..biasalah tu. Sebab hingga ke hari ini saya masih menggunakan kedua-dua produk tersebut, cuma produk ketiga saja yang tidak sesuai dengan saya mungkin kerana itu kesan terhadap kulit saya berkurangan. ^^ 

    Apa-apa pun selamat mencuba semuanya. Juga mengucapkan selamat berjaya pada semua blogger yang lain juga ^^. Jika pembaca mencuba produk ini kerana saya sila tinggalkan komen di bawah ngee ^^

    Giveaway Whitening Intensive Booster Skincare : Review Produk dianjurkan oleh blogger Mia Liana dan ditaja sepenuhnya oleh My Beauty Herbs. Untuk mengetahui preview dan hadiah giveaway, sila klik SINI.


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